Study abroad stories

My last two days in Danmark were really intense of emotions and feelings.I had to say bye to my remaing friend and also to my boyfriend.He had to leave a day before me,around 5 am of Monday.So our last day togheter was Sunday.We spent it in the park with the crew of one of the cafè he’s djing in.It is called “Rar-bar” and I knew already some of the bartender and the other djs,cause they are his friends and he introduced them to me before.

They organized a barbeque in the park and they were really friendly and gentle with me.It was a typical Danish park barbeque day: they were playing the “king game”, drinking, listening to music and chill out.

I had fun,but they were almost speaking in Danish in their discourses. I don’t blame them,but myself: I should have studied it more.Fortunately I will have another chance to improve it.Me and Samir talked about what to do now that I had to go back in Italy and he had to go on vacation.I decided that I will go back in Denmark in August for about a week or so.I booked a flight yesterday, so in a month and a half I will be back in Aarhus.And in these period I will try to learn more Danish,so I will be (maybe) able to understand everything.I passed my exam of the first modul of Danish language but of course it is not enough, so I will continue to study on my danish course books.

About my friends..it was pretty hurtfull to say bye, expecially to Alexa.She was travelling during all June.She’s Australian and from the moment she could just have a visa of 6 months,she tried to enjoy Europe as much as she could. Fortunately she came back the 27th for a couple of days and we met for a coffee. She was cheerful and enthusiastic as always and for all the time we were together I didn’t thought we wouldn’t see for a long time.But than it come the moment of saying bye and sadness come out from nowhere,just hitting me so consistenlty that i have to tell myself to not cry.
I had also to meet Esther around 5 pm . It was a long time we weren't speaking,a long time that we decided to take a coffee together in a cafè we once saw.It was really cute and girly,i must say,but also cosy and relaxed.We continued talk while walking ang go for the last time at the Univeristy park.

i didn't feel like leaving,i felt like the day after i would have continued my daily life in Denmark.
Still i feel like these actually.
Untill i will be home,i won't realize it,i guess.That's why i didn't go straight to Milan.
Cause i want to believe still that i'm going to be back to my life in Denmark.