Study abroad stories

I was actually talking with Ottavia,she left the 22nd of June and from that day we didn't see.
She asked me how was my come back from Aarhus to Italy.
I admit i can't really tell,onestly.I feel in an oblivion.Sometimes i feel still in Erasmus and with that i mean: i remeber my life as a boring one,before i went to Danmark.Now,when i do something with my friends,something really funny and nice i use to say "I feel like i'm still in Erasmus".I think i feel like doing something new is trictly related to my Danmark Erasmus experience.
For example: in these few days i was here back in Milan (not counting the days of studying and exam) i did so many thing that i never did before with the people i knew,so i feel like is a perpetuation of my "happy life" i had.
Two nights ago i went with Margherita (my friend who came to visit me) and some friends of her,to a friend's house who has a swimming pool in the backyard of the building he lives in.We stayed there chilling out and actually talking about serious stuff, i don't know how we ended up talking about the situation of China and Japan,but we did.

I didn't take a bath,even if i was the one saying i wasn't feeling cold (now i think i got the danish-temperature-feeling-like).
Two days ago i was invited to a barbeque.I've never had a barbeque in Italy,and so it reminded me so much about Danmark,we had so many in the last two months.I really liked to have conversation with people that were there: they are not my closest group of friends but i really like them,they're so much fun.We walked in a corn field and played hide-and-seek..so childish but it felt good.After all this things that happened and things that i experienced,i'm not used anymore of routine life,i need everytime something new to do,that's why i enjoyed so much the last few days.
Instead,yesterday i was a bit disappointed.I was with my old group of friends.Apparently anything changed and i'm not really content about it: we end up almost doing nothing fun when we meet,cause they don't organize pretty much nothing.They look like the vultures of the cartoon movie from the Disney: "The Jungle book".."What do we do?"-"I don't know what do you want to do?"-"I want to do what you want to do,what do you want to do?" and so on...( to get an idea: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGTWmrnPdgk ).
Talking to Otta, she said me she's having fights with her friends,and ended up crying a couple of times.Going back it's hard.I'm not feeling that sad and completely upset about where i am right now,cause i think i just came back a week ago and now i'm leaving again,while she arrived almost three weeks ago.
I'm gonna see her in a couple of days in Portugal,we will have some talk about all of our situations.Talking is good,it makes you realize better what is happening:once you keep it for you and you don't project your thought in words,then, i think, you have more probability to not solve your problems..I guess my psychology class in Aarhus tought me something!